*takes deep breaths*
*takes a sip of tea*
I can do this. Just one more exam on Thursday, another two-page linguistics assignment, and the final version of *~The Essay*, and then I can relax for almost a month.
unlimited free beer and food (we went to the shops today and they just bought insane amounts of food and alcohol. it cost like 200 euros. amazing.)
best weekend eu
(also I am not getting any coursework done)
(or any sleep)
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
I THINK THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE MOST SIGNIFICANT NIGHTS OF MY LIFE
My Literature Tutorial teacher is the best
As some of you might remember from all the crying and anxiety attacks, I found writing my lit tut essay very very difficult and had to ask the teacher for some extra time to write it. These are some of the comments I got from him (background info: I made a Douglas Adams reference in an earlier essay):
This goes a long way in restoring my faith in humanity.
Hey maybe I’ll put my whining under a cut for a change
My aunt called me today and asked me to come to their place for independence day/next weekend, yay! (Are any of my followers from Hämeenlinna?) I was just thinking about all that glorious free food when I realized that I have to inform them I’ve become a vegan. Will probably have to cook my own food there because I don’t wanna cause them any extra trouble. Well, anyway, I’m looking forward to it. They have two doges and a big TV with a fancy speaker system, so at least I won’t be lonely or bored.
I really need a new pair of trousers. The only two pairs I’ve got right now are both too big for me (I bought them a few years ago when I was at my fattest) and full of holes. I’ve been going to UFF and the reuse center a few times in the last couple of months but I never find even one pair that fits me.
I went to the reuse center yesterday and did not find any trousers. Instead I bought a plaid shirt for 2 euros. As if I need another one of those. What always happens is that I go in for trousers and come out with an ugly jumper or men’s shirt instead. BUT IT’S PERFECT
There is apparently a pre-christmas party at the club room for residents of this building (started a couple of hours ago, but who the hell goes to a party at 6 pm?)… sounds kind of crappy (the poster for it was made with clip art, so…) but I hear there’s free drinks so I might go and have a look at least? Then if it is crap, I can come back to my room and buy more games.
Did I mention that it’s fucking cold in my room? I was trying to sleep last night but it was so cold I was literally shaking (and I was wearing pyjamas and had my usual duvet + an extra blanket). You gotta love student housing. I reckon I’ll wear a jumper to bed tonight.
Like, I know I’ve got more things to do
but I’m so tired I can’t even think straight and I’ve got terrible anxiety and I think the healthiest thing would be to have a glass of wine and a shower to relax and try to get some sleep (or if I can’t sleep at least get some rest). I’ve got debates tomorrow (for which I haven’t prepared lol) and it’ll probably go better if I get some sleep. I’ll write the essay tomorrow in last minute panic. Sounds like a plan.
And I also promise I will call the place that offers mental health services because I very much think I need that.